My Sex Life is Much Better, Thank You
For nearly 10 years, since I lost my virginity, I have suffered from a most embarrassing condition. I cannot get it hard and when I use Viagra, it hurt a lot, and I could not ejaculate. This made me feel worthless and each time I went to bed with my partner I felt anxious about my performance and that just made it worse. My girlfriend was very concerned, and she persuaded me to visit my GP who referred me to a specialist. They told me that my impotence was a result of my anxiety causing my erectile dysfunction. He tested my urine and bloods and checked my genitals which looked fine to him. He took a sample from one of my testicles and my sperm count was normal.
I felt ashamed and wanted a simple solution, not more tests and a possible operation. So, I spoke to a friend who was into alternative medicine and energy healing. He recommended a few energy healers and texted their names and websites. One of them was Jerry Sargeant. So, after watching videos and trawling through several Reiki, shiatsu, quantum healing, and acupuncture sites, I came across Jerry’s videos on YouTube. I was blown away by his frank and down to earth style and visited www.starmagichealing.com. I signed up for the free 7-day trial of infinity and searched through his meditations. There was one called ‘Get an Erection’, and I listened to it religiously several times a day over the week.
During the meditations I discovered so much about my attitude to life and my body. I discovered that I have handed over my power and low self-esteem. Also, when I lost my virginity, I was drunk after a nightclub and felt guilty because I was brought strictly by my parents who preached ‘no sex before marriage’ or feeling unloved as a child I had hidden the memories from over 20 years ago of how that conditioned controlled me until I ran away at the age of 16.
So, when I did the meditation, each time it took me deep to a new level of my being. My mind relaxed, my heart opened, and my soul began to sing. It felt wonderful and I let go of all my hidden resentment towards my parents and my childhood trauma vanished in a sea of tears. After the last day I did the meditation, I felt amazing, tingling inside, and feel an increase in my energy and vigour. I met up with my girlfriend that night and I become erect without pain and without forcing it.
Wow, now I can have sex again without guilt or panic. This was a couple of months ago and I am still going strong. More amazingly, my partner is now expecting a baby and we are looking forward to getting married. I am so chuffed and together with my girlfriend we are doing the 21-day meditation challenge and focussing on our health and fitness too.
– Ronnie Jones, Camden