Physical Abuse and Grief
I had suffered from physical abuse as a child at the hands of my father. I ended up in a relationship with a man just like him. We had three children together and I helplessly watched him do the same to them as my father did to me. My kids are grown up now and have fled the nest, with a sack full of trauma no doubt, caused by the mental and physical abuse laid on them. My eldest son, Darius, has suffered with depression. I have blamed myself all of these years. So much anger, resentment and grief had built inside of me. I considered committing suicide but thought I could never give him (my now ex-husband) the satisfaction of beating me into the grave. When I found Jerry Sargeant I was still in my marriage. Too scared to leave. Jerry worked with me for 8 weeks. We did four distance healing sessions and I listened to his meditations regularly.
About 5 weeks into the 8 I had a sense of courage flood my body and I packed me bags, told my husband what I thought of him and left. I even gave him a huge slap round the face for the years of torture, agony and physical abuse, before doing so. He was shocked, left there speechless. I am not proud of the slap but certainly don’t regret it and it did feel good after all the abuse he dished out to my children and me.
I am now free. I have moved on and have gotten a new job and a new lease of life. Me leaving my husband has someone how boosted my children too. They seem to be happier.
I am still listening to the Star Magic Meditation Library a few times a week. It is a God send. So, healing and motivating. I feel inspired more and more. Thank you, Jerry. You will always have a special place in my heart as you gave me the courage to set myself free.
Ingrid W. Riley